it's noon & i'm still in bed. i was up til 2am taking care of my little beefy. poor baby had too many Mickey's & not enough hot pockets. luckily, her mama understood and took care of her for the rest of the night.
welllll wtf am i doing today. party in the valley? haha nah. if i really wanted to run into drama, i'd find another way. so i'm leaving in FOUR days. tell me why i'm suddenly getting really nervous to be away from everyone for more than a week. then i think about it again and i realize how much i need to really get away from the valley, even if i am scared of being homesick. i need to be forced out of my comfort zone since nothing down here is promoting me to do anything aside from normal. everything & everybody is same old same old. i think i'm jus really nervous for how crazy the weather's gonna be. i'm nowhere close to being done packing & already, my Hello Kitty duffle bag is overflowing with my clothes. i'm gonna die up there! wish me luck.
ughhhh i'm getting out of bed now. mama rented Mamamia the other day jus to watch with me but when she asked me to watch it last night, i was in the worst mood & jus ignored her. i swear, i'm sucha brat but she puts up with it. gonna make her breakfast & watch that cheesy movie with her now. haha peace bitches.
