I suck at timing.

Except for last night, surprised Joni at her game w/ Niks!
But i'm gonna be on Valyermo for her 17th birthday til the night after :(
& phoneless cos apparently all electronics interfere with the whole retreat experience.
Hang out today, maybe? &/or Notorious with Myles.
We'll see cos I'm comfy right now watching Drake & Josh reruns haha.
Feeling a bit nostalgic too so ehhhhhhhhh.
Peace bitches.

On a sweeter note..

This is completely irrelevant but I still love this song. It's been on repeat all day.

In Paris, chillin

Told you I wasn't making this shit up. His arrogance just baffles me.

Why are you so paranoid?

Finally had peer group yesterday. It's good to hear how everyone's doing & talk about what we've all been up to. I won't repeat everything I said but basically, things are surely looking up. I think this is the first time that the "new year" has actually caused me to want to start over. But then again, I guess this is the first time I've really had a reason to start over & I'm loving it. Like not having a phone, it kills but it's also nice. The important ones know how to get to me anyways. Just being lowkey is so damn relaxing & I wouldn't have even realized it if I hadn't gotten caught up during winter break. Everything happens for a reason, right? People say that but most of them can't even convince themselves of it. It just seems like everyone's getting caught up in the wrongs things. Everything does happen for a reason so just let it happen. Overthinking is overrated.

xoxo.

Carpe Diem

Just finished my essay & that was the topic. Seriously, my teacher told us to write a page on how to seize the day. Easiest A of my life.

Update me

My mood's been up & down but mostly up.
Mama said it's official: Good grades = blackberry storm & my car!
Monday: GETTING MY PHONE BACK! :)
Valyermo's coming up! Feb. 11-13
Watching Notorious + Shogun soon w/ BFF MylesFBaby
Planning BFF's birthday @ Disneyland
Current Fav. Movie: Yes Man
Current Fav. Book: The Perks of Being A Wallflower
Current Addiction: apples & peanut butter
24 days w/o a stog has resulted in a bad, bad case of insomnia
Essay due tmrw so peace!

ps/ Everybody knows.

Happy Inauguration Day

Change, change, change. Oh I looooove it.

Surprise Surprise Surprise

"Mommy, I haven't had a cigarette in three weeks."
"How are you doing?"

"Ugh, I keep eating!"

"Hahaha! I gained 15lbs when I quit, shit."

Lmao, I love my mommy.

Hmmm updates. I take back what I said; I'm loving school again. February Valyermo's coming up but I think I'm gonna switch into April so Richy can be my group leader & I can room with Erin. We'll see if I even stay at Alemany that long. My class schedule didn't even really change this semester, I'm so mad. Boring shit. Iowa testing was so gay too. I made patterns with my scantron :) Faye's birthday is on Saturday! So we're all planning stuff for tomorrow so she can be a birthday girl at school. Then dinner sometime during this 3day weekend.

What else, what else. Seriously, Filipino families have more drama than all the high schools in the valley put together. Stupid shit. AND I'm phoneless. It kills! It's almost been two weeks & i'm dying. I'll be getting it back soon though! I miss the bay already. My cousins wanted to take me to an Adele concert up there at the end of the month but I can't with school & everything :( Booooo. I miss my best friend. I miss my girls. I miss the valley.. kinda. I've been so lazy this week & I'm always moody, wtf. Not a good way to start off the year but it always gets better :)

My New Years Resolutions

I always say this shit but this year is different. I'll make it happen, trust.

3.8 GPA

quit smoking

get my license

save $100 every month

see joni buan more! (where the fuck are you anyways?!)

take my bff myles to lunch

cut down the cussing & the attitude ;X

yea that's it for now. don't wanna overwhelm myself haha.

Goddamn.

this winter break has been fucking crazy. San Francisco was aaaaamazing. didn't get homesick once. Well I spent Christmas in Sacramento watching One Tree Hill Season 1 all day with my cousins haha. drove back to the bay that night. my cousins took me to a party in the city. it was fun ;) i forgot how much i liked being in a new place & meeting new people. i also went ice-skating for the first time! @ yerba buena, this park right in the middle of the city. proud to say i didn't fall once. went back to yerba buena the next night for the New Years Eve Sneaker Party ft. Mos Def! It was super crowded but reallllllly fun. My cousins took me to Berkeley, suuuper hippie town. We ate at Nations, the only burger place that's better than In-n-Out. Hmmm what else?! Oh! 24hr Starbucks, omg :) My cousins & I were there til like 2am every oher night haha. Well jus driving around & being somewhere completely different from home was much needed. Plus getting to spend time with my family, especially my nephews & neices was greeeeat. I'll have pictures up soon when I'm not lazy. I was so used to living up there that it's weird finally being home. But I've missed everyone so I'm glad school starts again on Monday. I needa get out of this house & away from my psycho parents. haha aright, peace bitches.

ps/ Steffi & Cathy! I heard you two were asking about me haha. I miss you two :( Things are kinda bad right now but we'll hang out soon, I promise!
pss/ here's a baby picture of me that my cousin found the other day, lmao.

black hair & fatass thighs since I was in diapers, hahaha.