I suck at timing.

Except for last night, surprised Joni at her game w/ Niks!
But i'm gonna be on Valyermo for her 17th birthday til the night after :(
& phoneless cos apparently all electronics interfere with the whole retreat experience.
Hang out today, maybe? &/or Notorious with Myles.
We'll see cos I'm comfy right now watching Drake & Josh reruns haha.
Feeling a bit nostalgic too so ehhhhhhhhh.
Peace bitches.

On a sweeter note..

This is completely irrelevant but I still love this song. It's been on repeat all day.

In Paris, chillin

Told you I wasn't making this shit up. His arrogance just baffles me.

Why are you so paranoid?

Finally had peer group yesterday. It's good to hear how everyone's doing & talk about what we've all been up to. I won't repeat everything I said but basically, things are surely looking up. I think this is the first time that the "new year" has actually caused me to want to start over. But then again, I guess this is the first time I've really had a reason to start over & I'm loving it. Like not having a phone, it kills but it's also nice. The important ones know how to get to me anyways. Just being lowkey is so damn relaxing & I wouldn't have even realized it if I hadn't gotten caught up during winter break. Everything happens for a reason, right? People say that but most of them can't even convince themselves of it. It just seems like everyone's getting caught up in the wrongs things. Everything does happen for a reason so just let it happen. Overthinking is overrated.

xoxo.

Carpe Diem

Just finished my essay & that was the topic. Seriously, my teacher told us to write a page on how to seize the day. Easiest A of my life.

Update me

My mood's been up & down but mostly up.
Mama said it's official: Good grades = blackberry storm & my car!
Monday: GETTING MY PHONE BACK! :)
Valyermo's coming up! Feb. 11-13
Watching Notorious + Shogun soon w/ BFF MylesFBaby
Planning BFF's birthday @ Disneyland
Current Fav. Movie: Yes Man
Current Fav. Book: The Perks of Being A Wallflower
Current Addiction: apples & peanut butter
24 days w/o a stog has resulted in a bad, bad case of insomnia
Essay due tmrw so peace!

ps/ Everybody knows.

Happy Inauguration Day

Change, change, change. Oh I looooove it.

Surprise Surprise Surprise

"Mommy, I haven't had a cigarette in three weeks."
"How are you doing?"

"Ugh, I keep eating!"

"Hahaha! I gained 15lbs when I quit, shit."

Lmao, I love my mommy.

Hmmm updates. I take back what I said; I'm loving school again. February Valyermo's coming up but I think I'm gonna switch into April so Richy can be my group leader & I can room with Erin. We'll see if I even stay at Alemany that long. My class schedule didn't even really change this semester, I'm so mad. Boring shit. Iowa testing was so gay too. I made patterns with my scantron :) Faye's birthday is on Saturday! So we're all planning stuff for tomorrow so she can be a birthday girl at school. Then dinner sometime during this 3day weekend.

What else, what else. Seriously, Filipino families have more drama than all the high schools in the valley put together. Stupid shit. AND I'm phoneless. It kills! It's almost been two weeks & i'm dying. I'll be getting it back soon though! I miss the bay already. My cousins wanted to take me to an Adele concert up there at the end of the month but I can't with school & everything :( Booooo. I miss my best friend. I miss my girls. I miss the valley.. kinda. I've been so lazy this week & I'm always moody, wtf. Not a good way to start off the year but it always gets better :)

My New Years Resolutions

I always say this shit but this year is different. I'll make it happen, trust.

3.8 GPA

quit smoking

get my license

save $100 every month

see joni buan more! (where the fuck are you anyways?!)

take my bff myles to lunch

cut down the cussing & the attitude ;X

yea that's it for now. don't wanna overwhelm myself haha.

Goddamn.

this winter break has been fucking crazy. San Francisco was aaaaamazing. didn't get homesick once. Well I spent Christmas in Sacramento watching One Tree Hill Season 1 all day with my cousins haha. drove back to the bay that night. my cousins took me to a party in the city. it was fun ;) i forgot how much i liked being in a new place & meeting new people. i also went ice-skating for the first time! @ yerba buena, this park right in the middle of the city. proud to say i didn't fall once. went back to yerba buena the next night for the New Years Eve Sneaker Party ft. Mos Def! It was super crowded but reallllllly fun. My cousins took me to Berkeley, suuuper hippie town. We ate at Nations, the only burger place that's better than In-n-Out. Hmmm what else?! Oh! 24hr Starbucks, omg :) My cousins & I were there til like 2am every oher night haha. Well jus driving around & being somewhere completely different from home was much needed. Plus getting to spend time with my family, especially my nephews & neices was greeeeat. I'll have pictures up soon when I'm not lazy. I was so used to living up there that it's weird finally being home. But I've missed everyone so I'm glad school starts again on Monday. I needa get out of this house & away from my psycho parents. haha aright, peace bitches.

ps/ Steffi & Cathy! I heard you two were asking about me haha. I miss you two :( Things are kinda bad right now but we'll hang out soon, I promise!
pss/ here's a baby picture of me that my cousin found the other day, lmao.

black hair & fatass thighs since I was in diapers, hahaha.

it's been a long day

noon flight got delayed to 3, babysat my little brat for a long while, drove TWO hours with my cousin to sacramento, watched house bunny, opened a bunch of presents, finally staying here for the night. i'm pooped. buuuuuut..

MERRY

CHRISTMAS

everyone! :) ♥

last one

ugh i needa finish packing now. my flight leaves tmrw at noon ;/ well i'm never on myspace anymore & i probably won't update this shit for a while because i'll be too busy babysitting. but i'll always have a telefono as long as none of my little boogers take it from me so keep in touch :)

I hope everyone has a safe Christmas & a good break!<3

xoxo,

Kayla

asian innocence?

so today was pretty goooood. woke up super early & drove to glendale with daddy. we stood in line at porto's for almost an hour jus to pick up cheese rolls for my cousins in the bay. they don't have a porto's up there so they make sure i bring them some every time i visit haha. then i had lunch with faye at our favorite, BJ's. we shared a pesto pizza & grilled chicken pasta.. ahhh it was soooo good. then hung out with cathylofran! we ran into chelsea at starbucks. then took cue pictures since cathy's been waiting to take those shits since summer! haha. then we did some other shit, went back to starbucks, then stopped by ralph's for a box of hot tamales. we were in line & the guy in front of us saw cathy pull out our cue pictures & asked to look at them. he was like, "aw cute, asian innocence." hahaha we were like, "of couuuuurse :)" & he was like, "yea right, you guys are the ones people needa look out for!" hahahah<3

innocent, right? (:

1. "Happy Holidays from Cathy & Kayla!" hahaha.

2. i'm really not that chinky, i swear -.-

ps/

i know i've been suuuuuper duper lagging it but.. i FINALLY finished my driver's ed! wooooo =) thanks to the lovely cathylofran who basically did it all for me. hahahaha. where the fuck would i be without you, babygirl?! let's jus hope i don't lag it as bad to take my permit test. i needa ride to the DMV! becos there's no way in hell mama or pops will take me. it's already breaking their hearts that i even want my license. oh wellll, i'm jus fucking happy i'm done with that shit! :D arright, peace bitches.

Lily Allen: The Fear

this bitch is shameless but i love it. here's her newest shit. the lyrics are hilarious but cute. plus, i jus love british potty mouths.

"Forget about guns and forget ammunition

Cause I’m killing em all on my own little mission.

Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner

Now everything's cool as long as I’m getting thinner."

Dear Santa,

This year, I want: a pink blackberry curve, a crimson pink coolpix S60, $$$ (of course), a limitless Starbucks gift card, Vera Wang Princess perfume, a new bottle of Clinique Happy for my everyday, boxes of hot tamales, lots of chocolate dumdums, a Silence & Noise bomber jacket, Laker tickets for mama & daddy, Disnyland tickets (while it's still Christmas time), an olive American Apparel circle scarf, thermal pjs from Victoria's Secret + the matching slippers, Common tickets, a Louis Vuitton Speedy 30 (monogram canvas), a white acura TSX (i decided an RSX was too small for me), one tree hill all seasons on dvd, Love Actually on dvd, Tuesdays With Morrie (i lost my only copy), snowfall in SoCal, and that belated birthday dinner i was promised.

jk! :) Honestly, if that's too much to ask for then i'll settle for.. some consistency. No more of these ups & downs. Jus a good 2009. Surprise me.

xoxo,

Kayla

ps/ hahahaha, i miss this show :(

my sunday secret

but i'm sure that wasn't much of a secret.

Twin Peaks, San Francisco

See you next week, beautiful.

i'm pretty sure seeing this again & again makes up for still never getting to see the view from Reseda Point. besides, any way i look at the valley it's still allll the same old shit. haha bitter much? i guess i'm jus ready to get out. it's always when it's soooo close that you get the most impatient, yenno?

drunk dialed

it's noon & i'm still in bed. i was up til 2am taking care of my little beefy. poor baby had too many Mickey's & not enough hot pockets. luckily, her mama understood and took care of her for the rest of the night.

welllll wtf am i doing today. party in the valley? haha nah. if i really wanted to run into drama, i'd find another way. so i'm leaving in FOUR days. tell me why i'm suddenly getting really nervous to be away from everyone for more than a week. then i think about it again and i realize how much i need to really get away from the valley, even if i am scared of being homesick. i need to be forced out of my comfort zone since nothing down here is promoting me to do anything aside from normal. everything & everybody is same old same old. i think i'm jus really nervous for how crazy the weather's gonna be. i'm nowhere close to being done packing & already, my Hello Kitty duffle bag is overflowing with my clothes. i'm gonna die up there! wish me luck.

ughhhh i'm getting out of bed now. mama rented Mamamia the other day jus to watch with me but when she asked me to watch it last night, i was in the worst mood & jus ignored her. i swear, i'm sucha brat but she puts up with it. gonna make her breakfast & watch that cheesy movie with her now. haha peace bitches.

our "friday night"

so, yesterday.. school was beyond shitty. like.. fuck it, whatever. after school, ran into some drama -.- but finally got to erin's house. got ready, got her job applications, & we were off. first stop, coco's. aw i can jus see erin being a cute little hostess telling people where to sit & shit haha. second stop, jamba juice. we were too lazy to go all the way over there so we ended up jus chilling at starbucks. FUCK THE BITCH WHO STOLE MY VENTI CHAI TEA LATTE! hahaha. had L&L with rob & juj, went to myles' cancelled game -.-, met my future husband Daniel hahaha, & a few other things (: it was thee perfect way to start off my winter break. & today, we're finally taking faye out! yayyyyy. k peace bitches.

ohhhhh! & 7 pounds is finally in theaters today. i've been talking about this movie since september. i saw a preview of it when i watched Eagle Eye with daddy. i realllllly wanna watch it before i leave for SanFran on Wednesday.